Lonely

After a full weekend of fun and being with people non-stop, yesterday was quite lonely.

I had two fabulous sleepovers this past weekend!
Some times it feels like I go forever without just 'hanging out' with friends.
If there was one thing I wish I had more time for, it would be that.

Not only am I always exceedingly busy(not like it feels like that right now... but it will soon!), but so are my friends.
Getting together just seems to fall to the end of our priority lists.
It's hard, but that's just the way it is.
With my closest friends, we know that we don't need to see eachother to stay close and connected.
With some people it just doesn't matter how much time passes since you've seen them last, you can still be able to pick up right where you left off.

Today should change things.
Wednesday nights are one of my most social nights!
Choir is kind of my time to load up on my people time.
Although we should all be focusing and not talking, that doesn't always happen.
Usually I'm one of those people who trys to be the quiet one who does her best to do exactly what the directors want... choir is different.
It's such a casual environment, and I love everyone there too much to not talk to them!

four coins, one dollar

This week is just overflowing with the lovely-ness of choir!
I'm pretty sure I'm singing with one of my choirs, every single day, and that's totally fine by me.

I have a bunch of germ-ies floating around inside of me right now, so my singing isn't quite up to par. But I'm having fun regardless.

I'm one of the few teenagers I know who doesn't have a cell phone, and is quite happy living that way.
A rarity I know.
The only thing is that not having a cell phone makes things a bit difficult when plans change.
At least I always know that I'll be surrounded by a sea of other teenagers who are all clutching their little pieces of technology.

This evening choir let out early, and I was trying to call home(the line was busy).
But my friend was letting me use his phone(to no avail).
He got his ride all sorted out, but I still hadn't gotten a hold of anyone. So he insisted that I take his quarters... so I could use a pay phone.
I told him it was fifty-sense, but I would be fine.
His persisted, and gave me a dollar, just in case I called the wrong number, or something.

The phone remained busy, and I didn't have to use a pay phone.

So now I'm up a dollar,  four coins richer.
I think I might feel the need to pay him back on Thursday.


I'm not so broke that I need to keep a dollar.